On the real, having a porn addiction isn’t something that most people take seriously. I didn’t take it seriously when I found out that I had one. How could I? A porn addiction? Who has those? I thought that I just liked having naked chicks within reach at all times. It wasn’t that I was a really slimy dude or anything, it’s just that I liked being able to look over and see naked tits and ass. I didn’t really see anything wrong with it. I knew that it was a little off color, but it didn’t seem so weird. I guess it started feeling strange when I realized how much I was looking at porn or thinking about it. I knew that something about my whole energy was off and I needed to do something as quickly as possible. After reluctantly coming to terms with what was ailing me, I immediately began seeking help. I found a treatment center that knew how to deal with porn addiction and got to business immediately. I’m almost finished with my rehab and I’m already seeing changes that I never thought I’d see. I’m coming back to the guy I was and am becoming the guy I’ll be.

I remember when I first tried it. I waited until nobody was home and I turned on the computer as quietly as possible. When the computer booted up I got a rush thinking about what was seconds away from happening. It was all so naughty and exciting at the same time. When I went to the website I felt like a forty-niner who had just struck gold. Tits and ass everywhere you looked and as far as the eye could see. It was great!

It wasn’t until looking up porn on the internet became a necessity that it started getting weird. It did take me a long while to get to that point because, let’s face it, it is porn. But once it gets to the point of compulsion and not just for the physical gratification it’s pretty easy to realize that something is wrong. I know it sounds strange to say, but I was addicted to porn. I eventually got to the point where it was literally like clockwork. Late at night or whenever no one was around I’d slip into the back room with the old lap top and go online. I’d sit there for hours and just stare at the screen wondering why I couldn’t turn away. It was scary.

Since those days I’ve gotten help from people who really know what I’m going through. Pure porn addiction help from real porn addiction recovery specialists. Getting help was the best thing I’ve ever done and it helped my life get back to normal.